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13th-Sep-2009 01:29 am(no subject)
there are two things I must never write here and tonight I almost wrote both of them.
28th-Aug-2009 10:55 pm(no subject)
I am not ok. There is nobody for me to even talk to. I thought I was close to having this all atleast under control, but its worse than ever now. I exist on the fringe of the lives of a bunch of people who are happy and have their own lives. what the hell am I supposed to do? life cant be like this.
18th-Jul-2009 12:49 am(no subject)
This week,


1 year since the mistake
3 years with a company I hate
5 years without


3rd trip to Blackbear
19th-Jun-2009 10:14 pm(no subject)
Damn you bekah
6th-Jun-2009 11:25 pm(no subject)
is it too much to ask just not to be alone? Just to have somebody to sit with.
30th-Apr-2009 12:06 am(no subject)
Its amazing how the littlest things just explode into such horrible feelings.
The other people have no idea, nor do they care anymore.
28th-Apr-2009 11:37 pm(no subject)
It seems like more and more everbody else's life is coming together, while mine is falling apart more and more. I am losing it.
22nd-Apr-2009 07:58 pm(no subject)
I feel like I am starting to not like rowing, whats left after that?
9th-Apr-2009 11:25 pm(no subject)
medicine #5, here we go once more
5th-Apr-2009 11:49 pm(no subject)
trying to keep it under control, not succeeding
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